diamondsky's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Going to be okay Things that suck: Big, scary universities that offer my dream profession 3 advisors, 1 website, and 1 college dean all being wrong And... Having to take Trigonometry, and then taking Calculus I. I cried. I cried and I cried. I was going to take Business Calc. with Rainbow, and my friend from algebra, and my friend from the math office. My favorite professor was going to be my teacher again, and now I have some evening course that's taught by some professor I don't even know. It's just scary. I sometimes hate how unpredictable this world is. How I've almost lost my good friend since 3rd grade and Barbie dolls. How suddenly I have this attraction to Poland (my good friend from NU). How time just sneaks up on me. There is this big world around me, and I'm not sure I'm ready for it. Ptown has sucked me back into its small, self-absorbed atmosphere. I'm afraid to leave again. I'm afraid of what I don't know. And Bubbles is right. God knows what will happen. And I trust Him. So I'm going to be okay. Much joy-- 1:06 a.m. - August 05, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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