diamondsky's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm silly. I didn't ask him. Even though we hung out tonight for over 2 hours. And I feel like a failure/dork. I still can't muster up the courage to call him. What's wrong with me? I know that the worst that can happen is that he'll say no. Or that he has other plans already. I'm not asking him to marry me. Or anything ridiculous. Am I so nervous because this is the first time I've really wanted something to happen since... Brendon? And that it's in my hands, because Matt doesn't know about the dance. I can't wish that he'll ask me to a dance that he doesn't even know about. Gah. I'm retarded. I've also discovered that I really, really have a thing for boys who are creative, and intelligent. With random humor. Who happen to have May birthdays and use Apple computers. Weeeeird. 10:41 p.m. - November 22, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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